I completely forgot that I had this account until today, when I went to start a wordpress blog for my Sims 3 family. It’s about Ryan, Tabitha, Samuel, & Abigail Meredith’s struggle through poverty. Anyways, I’m a junior now, I’ve been sick for ever, and I’m tired. I’m watching Radio Rebel and being sick. I’m kinda bored. I think I’m going to try using this more often. This is enough for one night though.
Always,
Tabitha
Okay, well let me just say that I know I haven’t wrote in a while. I kinda forgot that I had this. I’m sorry. I’ve been busy.
Well a lot has happened since March……. 20th. For example: Reinik graduated. We had an over and a camp over. I turned 16, Jared got me a card! and Barnacle Bay for the Sims. Lydi made me 5 cd’s, Mom and Dad got me a webcam and Dance Central for Kinect. We brought the TV outside and played it for about half an hour. Umm… Aunt Barbara, Uncle Wayne, and my second cousin Melea, who is 5, came up from Georgia yesterday. Francisco from El Mazatlan got told it was my birthday after we had already ate, and he kept asking me if I wanted them to sing to me. He said they had gotten better from 6 years ago. Lol. Well it is 7:17. I’m gonna either play sims or watch some more Make it or Break It. Oh yeah, I’m going to start having a girl name and a boy name of the day. Today they are:
Alexis Susannah & Henry Bames
Goodbye.
Before I die I want to sing the national anthem at the Super bowl.
Before I die I want to marry.
Before I die I want to have a family with many children.
Before I die I want to graduate high school.
Before I die I want to graduate college.
Before I die I want to help someone live longer.
Before I die I want to save a life.
Before I die I want to tell an adult the truth about my life.
Before I die I want to stand up for what I believe in.
Before I die I want to be pretty.
Before I die I want to be skinny.
Before I die I want a boyfriend that actually cares about me and I care about them back.
Before I die I want to know what it’s like to fit in.
Before I die I want to be valedictorian.
Before I die I want to build a humongous house to live in.
Before I die I want to cure cancer.
Before I die I want to travel the world.
Before I die I want to be in love.
Before I die I want to be complimented on my music skills by someone of importance.
Before I die I want to play clarinet in Carnegie Hall.
Before I die I want to learn to play guitar.
Before I die I want to meet Mariska Hargitay
Before I die I want to meet Chris Meloni.
Before I die I want to meet Chuck Norris.
Before I die I want to get saved.
Before I die I want to live through 2012, 2013, and all the other years after.
Before I die I want to know the meaning of life.
Before I die I want to be known.
Before I die I want to understand.
Before I die I want to be a role model.
Before I die I want to be a famous author.
Before I die I want the war in Iraq to be over.
Before I die I want the genocide in Darfur to be over.
Before I die I want to drive a Camaro.
Before I die I want everyone to have a home and food and an education.
Before I die I want to make a difference in this world.
Before I die I want to write on this wall.
I have stayed home the past two days with the stomach virus. Yuck. Today I was feeling better, so I played some more Sims. My family is now:
Robert, I, Seth Lucas, Sage Leeann, Sawyer Lynn, Sarah Lou, and Savior Lee
That would be my sims family. They want another child, and I am hoping for a son, his name would be Shane Leroy. 
Reinik and Kristin are trying to get Robert to ask me to prom, but he says that it is too expensive for he to even go to prom alone as it’s 30 dollars for one ticket, money to rent a tux, a tank of gas because it’s at the corvette museum, and money for food. It it a lot of money. He also has to pay for a speeding ticket. Woo. I just wanna go to prom though! Please, please let me go to prom.
It is almost 10 o’clock. Wow. I was asleep at 8 last night. I have filled my inbox up multiple times today texting Kim, Jared, Jessica, Samie, and Mandy. Softball tryouts are Saturday at 1. I might still be a little weak, so I might not ‘tryout’ per say.
We are reading Night by Elie Wiesel in Mrs. Smith’s class. I’m on chapter 4 and it is sad. I should know this since I read it in 7th grade when Kenny read it with Mom. I’m kinda tired.
“What’s better than Wipeout? Two hours of Wipeout!”-voice on TV.
It be 10:24. I believe I am going to play some Sims.
Today was solo and ensemble fest. Reinik and I got a 1- on our duet, the hardest duet he had seen that day, and my solo was bad. I won on Buzz time at B-Dubs. Now I’m at Mamaws, had some pizza rolls, and soon will have ice cream, my weekendly routine. I don’t have much to write tonight, and I’m really tired. Robert and I have texted more today than we have this week and more this week than we have this year. Umm.. I hope to get asked to prom so I can wear my fancy $18 dress.
It’s 10:30 and I am very bored. I believe I am going to play some SIMS!!!!!!!
I <3 Sims. I <3 Sims
I’m going to leave with one last message: Do you know what fear looks like?
Well, I just downloaded the new Live. I was hoping that I could connect to Tumblr, but I can’t because it’s GAY! So yeah, I will be writing periodically about high school and band and my feelings. I have a feeling that a lot of butterflies will be drawn on my arm soon. Just saying. Don’t Judge Me. Just don’t Until you know what I have been through, until you can honestly say that it has happened to you too, until you have nightmares on most nights and have panic attacks on the other nights, or, on really bad nights you have both. Don’t judge me. Ugh.
Congrats. I’m not failing any classes, and, as of right now, I don’t have any B’s. All A’s. There are Ritz beside me and I’m waiting for my water to get cold so I can have my “late night snack”, which is really pop tarts or Ritz with water. I’m so tired. “F you.” “F me? F you.” “F you… mother f-er…” lmao at Date Night. “You just took our reservation? Who does that?” “Don’t call me a bitch whore.” *random stuff* “Did you not hear what I said whore?” Geez. Steve Carrell is one hilarious guy.
O Steve Carrell and Tina Fey. Yeah it’s 11 and time for my date with Wayne Brady, Colin Mochrie, Ryan Stiles, Drew Carey, and guest. <3 Whose Line is it Anyway?
<3
“No more shampoo for Captain Dandruff!” “Thank goodness you’re here…. Elvis…… kid” “There ain’t no shampoo left baby, there ain’t no shampoo.” “O hello Captain Bondage” “Thank God you’re here… Trick… Tap Dancing… Kid” “THERE’S NO SHAMPOO!” “Quick, I’ll go to the store”!” O geez. Unlikely Superheroes.
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